oh my...

what the hell happened yesterday?

what a TERRIBLE sensation not to be able to remember things...

now i'm fucked in every possible way and i feel like hiding in a totally dark place, far away from everyone.

I feel organically devastated... and psychologically guilty, embarassed... Like if there was a supermassive black hole eating me from the inside.
Not only I'm feeling extremelly hangovered, but the entire universe seems to be conspiring against me today. I'll have to get money out of my ass to pay for the material consequences that me and my classmates have caused.......... fuck fuck fuck

I know that I'll have to deal with it, but shit... I'm feeling so weak and tired and fucked up.

I just hope this weekend never ends, cuz I want to sleep forever!